finally this week of stress is almost over and i can relax, i am quite sure that the four whole days off that i am having for the holidays is well deserved, but.... i do have an essay to write during that time, oh well you can't pick and choose.
why is it and hopefully there are others out there who have relations similar, why is it that no matter what i do i am always looked at like some lazy ass who doesn't lift a finger? i mean all i have been getting from people lately is that i am not doing enough fucking work or chores or productive things, i have just finished my first semester of full time university while working full time at my place of employment and doing as much home related stuff as possible and now that i am off all people have to say is "why aren't you doing more?!" i thought i would be allowed to fucking rest once in a fucking while.
i haven't had a day off for almost four months going non stop with school, work, homework and housework and commuting for half an hour to an hour between all of them! now i know i shouldn't complain, but fuck, when is it that i am able to rest!
i am worn out and no one has anything else to say but why are you resting you should be working.
sorry for the rant, but i have been holding it in for a while and need an outlet.
if i keep in this constant state of activity there will be nothing left but a torpid old carcass waiting for the next crass order to be spewed forth. fuck sorry