i've had a hell of a time recently. running around with no money or time and encountering crazy situations. how is it i am always the one who has all the bad luck! i thought bad luck comes to those who are bad, now i know i am no saint but still why the hell do i have to be the one who always goes through the shittiest times, i live my life in a kind and caring way but yet still life finds a way to throw everything in it into upheavel, everything whirls around and i get dizzy. when is it going to go my way?, and another question is will i notice it when it happens?, hopefully someone will tell me when it comes. til then i guess i will wait.