so though school is out i still have this lingering feeling of being run down, i am counting the days til i am able to take a few days off no just few actually like a week just to clear my mind, been working on the art show stuff and it is turning out good i am confident i will do a good job. the ideas are starting to flow but once i get that little bit of time to clean out myself i think it will go much quicker, hopefully it will be well received if not oh well i am not goingt to let it bother me the ideas i think are good and if they aren't understood then that is that. it won't stop me from continuing to do what i am doing. i have this clog in my sink and i can seem to fix it, i can even do my dishes which is bothering me quite a bit. i ripped out the piping and cleaned it out, god the stuff that came out! screws and something looking similar to a dead rodent, crunch too! and yet still despite the fact that i removed all this stuff it is still fucking clogged! i know this is mundane but it is really bothering me. funny how little things get on ones nerves. i know it is boring and i know people are coming here to see how i am doing in general, this is as close as i can get right now. once everything is cleared away in my mind and my sink drain then it will get more interesting. hee hee.