well to start the crisis with the drain has been averted i don't know what it was but it kept me plugged for a week.but on another note i ave finally gotten away from the toils of the city went out to the countryside and saw some beautiful sights. went to see the swallows in my home town and even though it wasn't as abundant as usual it was more than enough(in case you have no idea what i am talking about; there is a place in my town near the water that if you go there near migration time the swallows will be there, making their nest for the season in the side of a cliff. so the spectacle you will see is hundreds of swallows dancing in the air, swooping down to their respectively chosen spots and clawing little holes into the side of the cliff) it was simply beautiful. then after that went up to another area i used to live in the woods and walked around and arrived at the perfect time to see the sunset on the water, that never gets tiring for me. after that went to a little removed town and spent the latter part of the trip there doing canoeing and other similar nature things. then back to work for a couple of days and then back out again to see family and hang out at my friends parents house in the country and a little bit of camping to boot(on top of this hill where you could see for miles, right to the waters edge, like seeing the sea or ocean from uptop a mountain, but this was no mountain mind you. just nothing but relaxation and fun did some sculpting and thinking. my head is much clearer than before i think i can finally get back into the groove of things.

so though school is out i still have this lingering feeling of being run down, i am counting the days til i am able to take a few days off no just few actually like a week just to clear my mind, been working on the art show stuff and it is turning out good i am confident i will do a good job. the ideas are starting to flow but once i get that little bit of time to clean out myself i think it will go much quicker, hopefully it will be well received if not oh well i am not goingt to let it bother me the ideas i think are good and if they aren't understood then that is that. it won't stop me from continuing to do what i am doing. i have this clog in my sink and i can seem to fix it, i can even do my dishes which is bothering me quite a bit. i ripped out the piping and cleaned it out, god the stuff that came out! screws and something looking similar to a dead rodent, crunch too! and yet still despite the fact that i removed all this stuff it is still fucking clogged! i know this is mundane but it is really bothering me. funny how little things get on ones nerves. i know it is boring and i know people are coming here to see how i am doing in general, this is as close as i can get right now. once everything is cleared away in my mind and my sink drain then it will get more interesting. hee hee.